First this article I read today---
http://themighty.com/2015/11/to-the-medic-who-thought-i-was-faking/?utm_campaign=site_fb&utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social
Everyone should read this because it HAPPENS. You think it wouldn't but it does. I have gone into convulsions when I couldn't speak. No it is not a seizure but No you have NO control over your body. If anyone knows what a sternum knock is...You know it hurts. Like REALLY not great, and they do it because they think you are having a seizure. When I was in the hospital last I had nurses that came into my room ready to push anti seizure meds, until someone corrected them. Sometimes my girlfriend, sometimes this amazing nurse. It is TERRIBLE not to be able to speak for yourself. It is TERRIFYING to be locked in a body that you are smart you are aware but every inch of you is malfunctioning and you can't defend yourself. I feel for this writer of this article.
I was SO sad after my hysterectomy.. I struggled hard and some days I feel sad but mostly these days I feel like choosing my health over carrying a child was probably the best thing I could have done. I will have children.. It will be in non traditional methods and I am REALLY good with that. My body wasn't made to handle those things. I know gods choice was right.
I have been Doing so much work for Crops of Luv these past few weeks and I am really feeling like I am feeling less depressed by being able to help families who struggle. Kids that are critically ill. I get it.. I get the feeling of just not being able to do. so giving them something that makes them smile makes me smile and I am THANKFUL. I am thankful that I still can give to society. We are never too scarred, never too broken to be able to help someone else.
I see some people list things about their lives on Facebook and I wonder how they have it all together... like really. And I wondered this out loud to my girlfriend today at dinner and she said well.. their bodies aren't going through a car wreck every day. This simple statement made me feel validated. Made me feel like I do enough. Like I am accomplishing.. because I am doing just that.. still accomplishing. My best friend Kenneth and I put up shelves in my living room today and I cleaned. yesterday I cleaned and organized my craft room and went grocery shopping for thanksgiving. I am still accomplishing! Towards the end of dinner I just couldn't eat anymore and my words were slurring and she asked me if I had taken valium because I was sounding drunk. LOL I hadn't I am achieving but my body is fighting back. It was tired. too tired to eat. too tired to form words. I will post this and hope that grammatically it sounds good because re-reading isn't going to happen. Thank you lord for spell check, because I am exhausted.
I am down another 2 pounds.. and that's great but its not because I am like working out or doing something great its because my organs are in serious distress right now. I feel it today in my back and chest especially. I am taking 4 doses of valuim a day the last few days.. still its rough. A Lady I am part of a support group with is going through the same thing, I say a prayer for her because shes dropping weight so quickly and i know for her its been a depressing thing and I feel for her. For me I feel okay about it right now because I am still in an okay range. I'm down 27 pounds over all but if It keeps up I may be in her position.
One last thing I would really like to talk about is the amount of people getting into facebook support groups claiming they can cure dystonia. THIS IS FALSE. You can treat your dystonia and for some those treatments may work. but for MANY people seeing things like people saying that they can just switch their dystonia off is frustrating. If it worked like that we would all f'n do it. This isn't a joy ride we are on with this disorder. If there was a fix for my brain I would take it in a heart beat. DOESN'T work like that folks. You can treat the symptoms and for some people that really works to the point you can hardly tell they have it. but for many its just another pipe dream and another failed experiment. We are people that are grieving our losses of lives we wanted. We are champions still fighting for the lives we push for. Please don't go around saying false things. That only creates more people NOT understanding and puts us further away from a REAL cure.
I will end today saying that these last few weeks I feel so blessed. With holidays coming up and family get together, I love the feeling of a home filled with love. I love being active in my community and being able to help others.. and I am thankful for everyone of you that has taken this time to read this. Happy Holidays everyone. Whatever it is you celebrate over these next few weeks enjoy is and may you be blessed.
ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERB MY WIFE WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM DYSTONIA.
ReplyDeleteIs my pleasure to comment on this site and i thank the admin of this site for his/her great work so far.one of the happiest moment in my life was when the doctor confirm that my wife is been free from this illness. this awesome moments makes me the happiest man on earth, I really don't know how to thank DR WILLIAMS for helping my wife get cured for over how many year of suffering from dystonia. i came across DR Williams contact through a headline news on internet about how DR Williams help a woman to get cured of her dystonia and so many other with similar body problem ,i contacted him and he told me how to get his herb,few day later he sent me the herbal portion which my wife take every morning for 28 days, and his medicine was able to cure her completely from dystonia. and now she very mush okay without any side effects whatsoever, If you have dystonia, you can contact him on his email address drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product.
Dear FRIENDS,
ReplyDeletenow i have a beautiful smiling face and so are which you all, after reading my testimony. My name is kate, I am 31 years old,
And live with my boyfriend in Belgium, but I am UK. I was diagnosed in 2012 with cervical dystonia/spasmodic torticollis. Doctors told me this condition was forever. I know how you feel and what you are going through, I don't have a baby though. I just want to tell you that I am cured now,with the help of doctor williams herbal medication, the last time I can remember having cervical dystonia was in the summer of 2016. It was a long and difficult process but I am so thankful to dr williams I don't have it anymore. Please know you can be cured too. Accept what happened and is happening to you, forgive, let the past go, love yourself and others unconditionally and be thankful. Everything happens for a reason. If you want to be in contact with dr williams and share your own testimony and thoughts feel free to e-mail him on; drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product.
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I am Shelley from Los Angeles,California, I want to testify on how i got cured from cervical dystonia, I have suffered from cervical dystonia since the year 2011 with so mush pain,that i have to spend so mush money getting pain relief in the hospital, and I have visited several doctor ,but all to no avail, my world was gradually coming to an end because of the constant muscle contractions and pain , until i saw a post in a health forum about a herbal Dr Williams who use herbal portion in curing people from different kind of diseases including dystonia, at first i doubted if it we be able to cure me, but i decided to give it a try, when i contacted this herbal doctor via his email, he prepared a herbal portion and sent it to me via courier service, when i received this herbal medicine, he gave me step by step instructions on how to apply it, when i applied it as instructed, i was completely free from dystonia just for 1 months of usage,i we recommend this to all my friend family in the world today who still suffering from dystonia you can contact him through his email on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for help.
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ReplyDeleteThanks to Dr Williams I am so mush happy today, I have been suffering from dystonia for the past 8 years now, and i have spent a lot on western drugs which has all proved abortive, i have tried all means in life to become dystonia free , but there was no answer until i decided to try herbal solution and i found Dr Williams online and i contacted him and after I took his medication as instructed, i am now completely free from dystonia within one month of usage, i am so much happy, thanks to Dr Williams for helping me get my life back again without any form of crisis, i promise to tell your name and good deeds to the whole world,if you have dystonia you can email him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your good recommendation to Dr Williams, am now also free from cervical dystonia after using Dr Williams medicine.
DeleteI am Karen from Canada, I once suffered from cervical dystonia,for more than 30 years , the doctor told me there was no permanent cure i was given medications to slow down its progress, i constantly felt my health was deteriorating as i constantly had jerky head movements and muscles contract ,this ailment was really terrible especially when am going out with my friends, i have this constant disorder for about 30 years, this was really a terrible ailment ,on thin one day that i was going through the internet,and i came across a post of Mrs Jessica on how her daughter was been cured from cervical dystonia through the help of Dr Williams herbal product, I contacted this herbal doctor via his email and explain everything to him and make purchase of his product,few days later he sent me the herbal medicine through courier service, when i received the herbal medicine, i used it for 1 months as prescribed by Dr Williams and i was totally cured within those week of usage,on thin now i have not experience any sign or characteristics again for more information you can email him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for help
ReplyDeleteALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS FOR THE GREAT DEED HE HAVE DONE FOR MY DAUGHTER?
ReplyDeleteMy daughter suffered from dystonia for more than 7 years which we started experiencing in her when she turned 4 year and 5 months we all thought it will end but got even worse as days went by. We tried all several treatments and therapy prescribed by various doctors we met but to no avail, she lost total concentration and always complain of neck discomfort . She usually tells me she haves jerky head movements . This were steady disorder that disrupted her entire life, even at night she slept less because of this.It was during a casual conversation with a friend that i learned about Dr Williams herbal medicine I was able to contact him on his email address. and give him all the necessary information that he needed,few day later he sent me the herbal portion and his medicine was able to restore her back to normal and she is very okay now without any side effects whatsoever. If you have dystonia , do not hesitate to contact him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product. I hope this also helps someone out there.
Thanks to Dr Williams I am so mush happy today, I have been suffering from cervical dystonia for the past 8 years now, and i have spent a lot on western drugs which has all proved abortive, i have tried all means in life to become dystonia free , but there was no answer until i decided to try herbal solution and i found Dr Williams online and i contacted him and after I took his medication as instructed, i am now completely free from dystonia within one month of usage, i am so much happy, thanks to Dr Williams for helping me get my life back again without any form of crisis, i promise to tell your name and good deeds to the whole world,if you have dystonia you can always go through his website on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for more information ..
ReplyDeleteALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS FOR THE GREAT DEED HE HAVE DONE FOR MY DAUGHTER?
ReplyDeleteMy daughter suffered from dystonia for more than 7 years which we started experiencing in her when she turned 4 year and 5 months we all thought it will end but got even worse as days went by. We tried all several treatments and therapy prescribed by various doctors we met but to no avail, she lost total concentration and always complain of neck discomfort . She usually tells me she haves jerky head movements . This were steady disorder that disrupted her entire life, even at night she slept less because of this.It was during a casual conversation with a friend that i learned about Dr Williams herbal medicine I was able to contact him on his email address. and give him all the necessary information that he needed,few day later he sent me the herbal portion and his medicine was able to restore her back to normal and she is very okay now without any side effects whatsoever. If you have dystonia , do not hesitate to contact him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product. I hope this also helps someone out there.
ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERB MY WIFE WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM DYSTONIA.
ReplyDeleteIs my pleasure to comment on this site and i thank the admin of this site for his/her great work so far.one of the happiest moment in my life was when the doctor confirm that my wife is been free from this illness. this awesome moments makes me the happiest man on earth, I really don't know how to thank DR WILLIAMS for helping my wife get cured for over how many year of suffering from dystonia. i came across DR Williams contact through a headline news on internet about how DR Williams help a woman to get cured of her dystonia and so many other with similar body problem ,i contacted him and he told me how to get his herb,few day later he sent me the herbal portion which my wife take every morning for 28 days, and his medicine was able to cure her completely from dystonia. and now she very mush okay without any side effects whatsoever, If you have dystonia, you can contact him on his email address drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product.
Dear FRIENDS,
ReplyDeletenow i have a beautiful smiling face and so are which you all, after reading my testimony. My name is kate, I am 31 years old,
And i live with my husband in Belgium, but I am from UK. I was diagnosed in 2012 with cervical dystonia. Doctors told me this condition was forever. I know how you feel and what you are going through, I just want to tell you that I am cured now,with the help of doctor williams herbal medication, the last time I can remember having cervical dystonia was in the summer of 2016. It was a long and difficult process but I am so thankful to dr williams I don't have it anymore. Please know you can be cured too. Accept what happened and is happening to you, forgive, let the past go, love yourself and others unconditionally and be thankful. Everything happens for a reason. If you want to get in contact with dr williams and share your own testimony and thoughts feel free to e-mail him on; drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product.